Resentment / Aftermath lyrics

Resentment
Wanted you from the jump

Could not gain yo trust

But I was in love

My feelings was numb

And you were the drug

Nova-cane you the one

A devil in pumps, shot through the heart

Who gave you that gun

Instead of bleeding, I was trapped in my breathing but I could not see it

Cuz you are the villain

And I am a weakling

A peasant who fiending

For the heart of a demon

I would wait out the seasons

Just to see if you'd leave him

But at the time that it happened these n*ggas kept clapping

YOU LAID ON YO BACK AND JUST TOOK IT

AFTERMATH

What the f*ck is up

With this no loving sh*t

I was up wondering bout who you f*cking wit
Who you laying wit

Who the f*ck you think you really playing wit

-f*ck IT-

I’ll stay in my zone

Locked in my home

She left me so cold

Pelt me with stones

Shatter my bones and leave me alone

What the f*ck is love, I want to drown in drugs

So imma mix it up, my brains twisted up

Off this bloody cup, my wrists torn to f*ck

I wanna load it up

And blow my brains apart
Cease to exist

Smitten by a b*tch

That wouldn't shut her lips

I won't trip

I’mma accept the sh*t

From here my pen will drip

Now

-white noise-

I stayed by yo side, while u f*cked them other guys

But I looked u in yo eyes while yo b*tch ass cried

You said you loved me but you lied

But now I know it's eating u, no other man would treat u how I treated u

It'll come a day where there's no games to b played and u kill yo selfish ways

And wish our times could b replayed

But u lost me and I'm off you