I've woken up cold
Feeling like the loneliest boy in the world
Waking up freezing
Knowing that you're gone
I'm woken up sick to stomach
Knowing I can never see you again
Waking up so lonely
Knowing that you're gone
I'm having one way conversations with you inside my head
Repeating those words
That f*cking kill me to have never said
It's these thoughts that I carry with me
It's that knot in my stomach, it's the pain that surrounds me
I just wish I could say this to you
That after everything that you put us through
I thought that the worst in me was everything that I got from you
(I just missed the chance to tell you)
If I scream loud enough, do you think you could hear me?
And I could tell you one last time how much you meant to me
And how just one little word would help me write a better ending
And I could tell you one last time how much you meant to me
And I could say that I tried my best, and it would help me put you to rest
There is a light and it guides us through
All the heartache that life decides to throw at you
Now I can sing our songs
So much louder than before
They will keep you with me
The soil won't matter any more