Fallen lyrics

I've fallen way too many times
I can't remember all that I have left behind
Been so lost in the dark without a light to guide me
All hope is gone
Now do you finally see?

I want to escape my thoughts
Living inside my f*cking head
And every day nothing but complete dread

And if I fall apart
Will you help me to carry on
And pick up the pieces
That once was my heart?

I'm calling out to you
Nothing else matters
If only you f*cking knew
The walls are crumbling down
When will this be the end?
Trapped below the weight of regret
I'm afraid this will be the best it gets

And if I fall apart
Will you help me to carry on
And pick up the pieces
That once was my heart?
And if I start to fade
Will you be there to save me?
Tell me I'm not alone
'Cause I can't do this on my own
And what if i just disappeared now?
Would you even care if I disappeared now?