99% lyrics

[Verse 1]
Where's the part when someone jumps
Out and tells me I'm asleep?
Where's the part that takes a turn
And twists inward unexpectedly?
Where's the part where I'm convinced
That I'm hated by my friends?
Where's the part that f*cks me up
And makes me feel the missing parts again?

[Chorus]
I don't deserve to feel this comfortable in my own skin
I'm 99% convinced this isn't real
Is this even real?

[Verse 2]
Why did I keep holding on
Like my life was in your hands?
It's impossible for me
To ever fully understand
Something tells me there's a chance
I've made it through the other end
I can feel myself return
From the shape that I was wrapped around and bent

[Bridge]
If I said that I've looked back, then I'd be lying
Firmly press my shaking hands against my ears
If I said I felt alive, I felt like dying
I feel like myself for the first time, the first time in years
Where's the part that I forget
Every f*cked up little thing
That made me feel like 1%
Just the smallest part of me?
[Chorus]
I don't deserve to feel this comfortable in my own skin
I'm 99% convinced this isn't real
Is this even real?
Is this even real?