God Forgive Us (2014 Version) lyrics

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[Intro: KXNG Crooked]
Can't go through a testimonial
Without saying the word test
Let me testify...

[Verse 1: KXNG Crooked]
They say earth just another form of hell
Men are the demons, spending precious minutes killing and scheming, I fell
Victim myself, dealing and thieving, stealing and beefing, the street was revealing the villain and heathen was me
I don't talk deep boy sh*t to seem hard
N**ga, my coke so Mexican it need a green card
Bringing orders over the border, so Tijuana knowing if federalis catch me I won't even see minyana
Your honor, I was just a poor kid
Curse me, that's what I thought that the lord did
It irks me, knowing I belong somewhere, just not in this place
Probably should be locked in a rocket and shot into space
This for me, this is for nobody else
This the pre-suicide note I can't forget myself
Meant to be here, I probably wasn't
Honestly, Dominic is the product of a condom busting

[Verse 2: Joe Budden]
I killed for you, provide for you, thought I was your crest
Cause' I told you I would die for you, what did I decide to do?
Cheat and lie to you, I'm sure that pain was undeniable
But I can't find any places for me to hide the truth
Put this on the bibles, close to the yard
For kicking you out of a crib that was supposed to be ours
The fight we never should have been in, now it's you vs. the side b*tch
Handed you the baggage, but you'll curl on the fly twist
Bad neglect, for the lack of respect
Even made you feel unattractive, you was average at best
See I put these other hoes in your car, in your bed
My wife in your life, your mind, my head
So she left me, not like I gave her a choice
How could we ever raise kids, I'm busy raising my voice
And I'm trying now to live with myself
How could you forgive me when I ain't learn how to forgive myself
Look, I'm sorry...
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[Verse 3: Joell Ortiz]
If I would see homie right now would be a bang out
With me since the ??? just let them ring out
Try to knock each other brains out, so many shots, I can't count
They would never know me and son used to hang out
Everybody making mistakes, but my mistake, ouch
Why the f*ck would I go to that party up in Jermaine's house
Bring that half-gallon of E&J out, blow haze out my nose, all these hoes ended on Lauren couch
That n**ga's a motherf*cker, my n**ga b*tch, I'ma sucka
She sittin under them covers eyes dripping
Why did I touch her, I'm tripping, I gotta figure now how to f*ck him up
Tell my brother I stuck my di*k in his baby mother, what the?
I didn't even get the chance to
Came out in my man's crew, threw shots at me constantly as I ran through
Heard him yelling 'damn you' as he tried to clear me
Seventeen years of drama, he's still [???]

[Verse 4: Royce Da 5'9]
Art be the kind way to speak and bind with brothers
I don't get why people be talking about how blinding love is
Feel out with my oldest sibling over...