Accountability lyrics

[Verse]
Live a lie, n*ggas switching sides
That abyss, the location of this sh*t I couldn't find
I admit, wouldn't listen, so I figured I would try my own way
Lonely at the bottom, typically I won't pray
When I needed most, plant the seed of hope
Sinking in the depths, a place my mom Anedra won't go
Off a cliff, you would slip
I be feeding you the rope 
Clear the air, it’s hella demons in your home
I was treated with the utmost respect, when I needed you the most
I won't forget, life's cyclical
Body in a hole is life's ritual
Living in my body, I'm a host, I'm convulsed, and lokey, a n*gga only know grief slowly
A n*gga making more breech, more reliеf
It's much more to me that you can see
I move accordingly, at motion speed
My еmotions deep, riddle when I hold the key, going free
I be going with the going, G
Trust, closure what my focus bring
Climbing up the bean stock
Access of my means got, caught up in my jeans
Not brought up by the fiends, and the people who was needing God more than me
More the merrier, I tie the bow around a gorgeous dream
Sorting through these horror scenes, I can't afford to bleed
I got more to keep
I got to keep from giving more of me to those of need
It's not foreign, I was born a king 
Open your eyes, you can fly like Flora Purim
Sparring like it's Bruce and Kareem
Good music and tea, trust I'm good off the weed
Good riddance of grief
Dip my head in the sea
Life heavy as them Pendleton sleeves
I chose to get up and leave
Vast spectrum as the pendulum swings
Underneath you find the finer things
The body is a vessel of belief
[Hook]
I can’t be pointing at you I should be looking at me
Uh
I should be looking at me I can’t be pointing at you I should be looking at me
Teach
That’s accountability
Uh
That’s accountability I can’t be looking at you I should be looking at me
I should be looking at me that’s accountability
Uh
That’s accountability I should be looking at me

[Outro]
You know what I mean
Like, what am I doing pointing the finger at you?
You know what I mean it’s just a reflection of self
I should be looking at me
That’s the first step
That’s the first
Yeah