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(Intro:TBoiSmoke)
Ah
TBoiSmoke up in this b*tch n*gga
Ah
This pain is sh*t but....aight
Yeah aight
We tryin'
(Verse 1:TBoiSmoke)
To the moon
Flyin' away, flyin' away
Can't even say what i'm gonna motherf*cking say
I'm freestyling on the beat every motherf*cking day
I wanna express my pain
I wanna have my story out there, in the rain
A story of my own pain, and my own rain
My tears is the motherf*cking rain
And my chains is all diamonds
On yo own feet, don't walk all over me
b*tch i ain't drowning, i'm slowly burning away
Hell hounds on my trail
n*gga am i even gonna unveil?
What i got coming for this?
What i got coming for christmas
I don't even know if i will make it to motherf*cking christmas
I hate the motherf*cking holidays
Everybody hate on me
I wanna rule my life and they all just complain about me
(Bridge:TBoiSmoke)
''You a bad son''
''You a bad brother''
''You don't even have a mother''
n*gga, i can't even do anything about that
Please shut yo f*ckin' ass up
I don't even wanna hear it
I don't even wanna know it
Y'all make me wanna cry
Y'all make me wanna die, commit suicide
I wanna try, i wanna try
To see, if i can leave
People really be...,
From the D to the A
My lungs black
My fingers grey
(Verse 2:TBoiSmoke)
Will i survive it?
Will i still live today?
Whatcha gotta say?
Where you go?
They wanted my money
Had to leave that hoe
I don't have sh*t for greedy n*ggas
But i'm on yo ass and i'm pulling triggers
I'm throwin up with my fingers
I don't f*ck with you pus*y singers
Turn off the sound, destroy yo ringers
My diamonds they singing, they sittin, they tinglin'
But i'm still cryin'
Still tryin', inside i'm still dyin'
When i die, you won't miss me
That ain't who you see
Soul goin' up, unconscious
And i'm gone
Money don't solve yo problems, it just numb it
Like weed
(Outro:TBoiSmoke)
Money don't make yo pain go away
It just numb it, for a while, until you got used to it
Than it's over