自殺の歌 lyrics

Toutotsu desu ga watakushi wa
Ima kara kubi o tsurou to omoimasu
Konna ni mo yarusenai sekai kana
Totto to osaraba sh*tai to omoimasu

Demo nee! Arere?!
Kubitsuru himo ga arimasen desh*ta

Nante subarashii jinsei deshou?
Nante subarashii jinsei deshou?
Kubitsuru himo ga nakatta okage de
Watashi wa mada ikete iru!

Tsugi koso wa desu he watakushi wa
Ventan jisatsu o hakarou to omoimasu
Issanka tanso chuudoku ni nari nagara
Soumatou o nagametai to omoimasu

Demo nee! (Demo nee?) Arere! (Arere?)
Laitaru no oiru ga kiretemash*ta!

Nante subarashii jinsei deshou?
Nante subarashii jinsei deshou?
Laitaru no oiru ga kireteta okage de
Watashi wa mada ikete iru!
Sandome no shoujiki ni watakushi wa
Kusuri o nonde sayonara shiyou to omoimasu
Tairyou no jouzaio mizu de nagashi komi
Futon de sono toki o matou to omoimasu

Demo nee! Arere?
Suidou ga tomerarete orimash*ta

Nante subarashii jinsei deshou?
Nante subarashii jinsei deshou?
Suidou daibarai wasureteta okage de
Watashi wa mada ikete —
Ikinobite

Kono jinsei wa moru de kima gure ni
Riyuu o tsukete wa tsudzuku no deshou
Omigurushii ka to wa omoimasu ga
Otsukiai negaimasu
(Apalapala-papa!)