Spiral lyrics

Rush home
I just want in your apartment
I try to
I try to see you but it's been a rough start and

I don't wanna talk about it
But I know you'll bring it up and
It just takes one disagreement
For you to remember the one time I f*cked up
I f*cked up

Why does it always spiral like this?
You're blowing up an irrational concept
I didn't want it to come to this but
Your timing's off and I'm too old for this sh*t

You're not alone
I know how to hold a grudge
I hate that about me too
If I changed, what would it do?

And I didn't wanna talk about it
But I know you'd bring it up 'cause
You really like to mess with my mind and
Talk about the one time I f*cked up
I f*cked up
Why does it always spiral like this?
You're blowing up an irrational concept
I didn't want it to come to this but
Your timing's off and I'm too old for this sh*t

I didn't want it to
I didn't want it to
I didn't want it to
I didn't want it to