L’s (Remix) lyrics

[Hook]
I take my time with every line
Make sure that it's dope
Make sure that it's dope
But do I go in and then kill this sh*t?
You already know
You already know
I got this pain that's inside of me
I'm repressing my feelings and hiding them
Look, emotionally I am out of it
And the will to survive I can't find that sh*t

[Verse]
I like to speak on my issues (on my issues)
And these n*ggas most superficial (most superficial)
See your sh*t is so artificial (so artificial)
That I'd rather talk about my struggle (my struggle)
And I'd give a f*ck if you judge it (you judge it)
Look, hate it or love it you will respect it
I tell the truth that's from my perspective
The style got too real now you been subjected
And my sh*t so sick that they been infected
I'm the founding father with no benefactor
How the f*ck you perfect what I've been inventing?
Victimize 'em with villains
Invasive venom vent a verse it hurts but first I think
Many moons ago nobody gave a sh*t
Way to make it out man we've been paving
And me and my n*gga we stay in the basement
Singular focus avoiding the basic sh*t
Working like slaves or two indentured servants
Serving these sermons like EPMD
And my purpose so clear its like pure LSD
In your pineal gland now they all understand
That my plan wasn't candid, the working mechanics
Of what we've been doing is simple as sh*t
You can see for yourself if it helps you feel comfortable
Got to make it captivating
Let me grasp your attention with the temperamental
Take it down memory lane with the sentimental
I'm a mystifying poet that you see as a myth
And I'm showing my lyrical gift
That's when I lift up a pen
An opinion isn't necessary
I swear to soothe and sedate
I state the realest sh*t
That's ever been written on instrumentals
And given out to the people that's pleading for something more
Than a boy that they represented in the poorest fashion
I repair with passion when I master the craft
The craziest sh*t that I created is quarantined from the populace
Something that you ain't even ready for
Practice the truth I can see that you're false
And the flow from '09 like I dug in the vault
I don't know what I want
And I can't justify or decide if the dice should be rolled for appropriate risk
But this what I don't get
Man, they choose and then pick
All this prevalent, relevant, ignorant sh*t
In a song where I say that my problems exist
All they take away from is my flow is the sh*t
Like they didn't hear nothing
Assuming they blind so I wrote this in braille
I'm lost in the abyss and remiss to admit
And repeat that I'm lonely as sh*t
But I'm close to defeat
If I rise to my feet with a fleet or a faction
I pray for mercy
My spirit is shattered
My pride is in shambles
I seldomly matter
My soul has turned cold
Like I'm no longer human
I'm destined for hell where the temperatures humid
I made reservations by never repenting
I'm sinning again
As I sit by myself in these cinemas
Synonyms sweeter than sugar
I'm swimming in sorrow
But drowning in pity
A dangerous mix of emotions I live in
I think I'm incapable of being flawed
So you play your hand and I'm gon' play mine
The name of the game is longevity
Heard me
So let's see who's popping two thousand and thirty
If this sh*t was worth it or was it a waste
I just turned 25 I don't have time to wait
I tried to give this all up yesterday
I got demons inside of me I'm never safe
I feel no pulse
Like my heart isn't working
I'll never find peace and I know that for certain
I state to myself I am mentally sick
I talk to Jehovah, does he give a sh*t?
I'm giving my all, yet they're still not convinced
There's a fork in the road
That's committing or quitting
I've been dedicated but now I feel low
My style resonates with these kids all alone
In a home that is hectic as f*ck
With no one they can call
Come along I invite you inside of this journey
These jesters are jealous
I jab with my javelin
Aim for the jugular
Juror will ensue to ensure that my gist was a justified action
We asked for equality
Lyrics like arsenic, often endorsing grand larceny lines
Ain't no nursery rhymes
I'm expanding your mind
And depending my pen
For the perfect position
With accurate alliteration I give it
The difference is patience
To judge an incision
Know every outcome before I make a decision
It's all about attention
To detail my n*gga
Just have pure intentions
And faith in the process
Eh
LAWD
Knowledge