Insomnia lyrics

[Intro]
Can't sleep
n*gga can't sleep
I can't sleep
I can't sleep lawd

[Hook x7]
I'm wide awake
I can't sleep and

[Chorus]
I can't sleep still wide awake
And I can't sleep still wide awake
And I think I lost my f*cking mind
Cause I swear to God I wanna die today (2x)

[Verse 1]
Now take it back to the motherf*cking days
When a young n*gga didn't have any f*cking problems
Where do you go and who do you call?
When you feel like you ran out of every f*cking option
And I'm a pill pop till a n*gga feel nauseous
Suicide on my mind got me mentally exhausted
Fell in love with the pain of cutting my own wrist
And watching the blood drip, don't nobody give a sh*t
Until that motherf*cker trip
Gone postal
Loco
Damn a n*gga lost it
What does everybody think that I am finna do?
Here's something you can never understand
Is the way I kill a man
Make a life seem minuscule
Been a fool
Tried to OD back in middle school
Losing my composure
I'm dosing but tryna keep it cool
Cause if it don't make money
Than it don't make sense
In the land where a handful of cash rules
Dirt broke
The way that n*ggas are re-tenant
Complacent with being tenant
The problem never lieutenant
In a system where ownership depended on profession
Confessin' that I'm obsessed
With the craft that I've adapted
To write a spiritual doctrine
I back it up by conflict I deal with on the constant
Skeletons in my closet
Place sins on my conscience
Does anybody ever listen when a young n*gga speak?
My god!
What?
You ain't got a voice in your head
That tell you to leave 'em dead
Turn the white wall red, n*gga
Cut a motherf*cker throat
I sit and I watch 'em choke
Suffocate upon your last f*cking breath, n*gga
Schizophrenic yes I am
Another young black man
With a whole lot of pain
I have nothing to lose
And everything to obtain
Going crazy with these suicidal thoughts in my brain
[Chorus]
I can't sleep still wide awake
And I can't sleep still wide awake
And I think I lost my f*cking mind
Cause I swear to God I wanna die today (2x)

[Verse 2]
Now I personally feel you should never get involved
With a psychopathic killer that's living closer to God
In a blacked out room with a demon on the wall
Already hallucinating from a handful of acid
Crashed the damn van inside of the mad casket
Cultivated the vision re-visual whiplashes
Premonitions of death, I've seen through thick glasses
I'm runnin' outta time but preaching to big masses
Sanctifying a mind of a lost atheist bast*rd
Covenants of the woman that's battin' her eyelashes
Blacked out the aesthetics I'm grabbin' a whore faster
Retract and attack of the motherf*ckin' master
Servin' an hors d'oeuvre of blood, pain and disaster
Painted a perfect picture of bodies gettin' disfigured
I started off with a pen until I'm slicin' the cartilage
Cuttin' yo body open like a f*ckin' cardiologist
I'm just an epithet with an appetite
Not a mothaf*cka that another n*gga wanna aggravate
Hand on a blade, it's shaky whenever agitated
Not exaggerated it's factual when elaborated
I collaborated with the spirit of every serial killer
With a couple John Does that were found by the river
Just a few random thoughts you can find in my mind
The greatest of all time ah!