Derelict lyrics

[Intro]
Heretic

[Verse]
Every day was exactly the same
I was alone in my thoughts as everyone pushed me away
I cried out for help, but no one cared at all
It’s not for attention; it’s not for a trend
Can someone tell me will it ever end?
I can’t take anymore, it’s too hard to f*cking ignore
Four years a coward but nothing has changed
Give me the chance and I would spit in your f*cking face
Who the f*ck do you think you are?
Making me believe I’m not the same as you want me to be
I can’t take any more
I’m trying to escape forever, but my sanity is running short
Someone save me cause I can’t break free
Four years trapped inside these walls, with no hope at all

[Bridge]
(There’s no hope at all)
(There’s no hope)
As the years have gone by
Four years a coward I have realized
You’re all f*cking pathetic
Take off your crowns and just f*cking admit it
[Breakdown]
Can’t you see where I am now?
Four years have passed and I’m living a dream
But you’re still trapped in your cliques
Embedded in bullsh*t

[Outro: Matthew Youkhana]
I can’t f*cking breathe
Stop talking about what I really wanted to f*cking achieve
Mother, f*ck what you think
How do I compete with opinions?
A gat to your teeth, c*ck back and I squeeze
How do I succeed?
Must suck being me
Sucks being you, tied up to a chair right now about to die with your heart full of greed
Just listen to me
Yo, pull up b*tch
You got advice to give when your life is sh*t?
You ain't wise, living a lie
Envious mind, justify why in life you quit
You’re miscarriage, misfire, frustrated man with a heart full of fire Picking on the people with a dream to aspire
Lights out, b*tch
I’mma shine, be quiet