Sleepless Rest lyrics

This shameless contradiction pull the needle from my skin
I'm a mess but I know what I created
This isn't over yet
And I'm so slow from drinking stoned but you won't know, you won't know

All that I can say is I haven't changed (Give me reasons)
If I'm really gone will you be sorry?
All that I can say, is I'm still the same (Give me reasons)
If I'm really gone will you be sorry?

And this sh*ts so contradicting
Feel like God but I'm in Hell
And I know what I created
Because I've done this to myself
Still so slow
A little drunk but not so stoned
And if I know myself
Then you know me all too well

All that I can say is I haven't changed (Give me reasons)
If I'm really gone will you be sorry?
All that I can say, is I'm still the same (Give me reasons)
If I'm really gone will you be sorry?

All that I can say is I haven't changed (Give me reasons)
If I'm really gone will you be sorry?
All that I can say, is I'm still the same (Give me reasons)
If I'm really gone will you be sorry?