Angels With Dirty Faces lyrics

[Intro]
Social Club is the best
Martymar is back

[Verse 1: Martymar]
Yea
He asked me if I was happy with my life
I couldn't tell the truth
Cause last night I felt like my nightmares were coming true
Walk into my own funeral with a suit
All black everything
The darkness is the proof that I'm fading
Should I go back into the image I was a made in?
Rappers shake my hand but deep down I know they're hating
It's hard to be happy for the guy who just made it
All the while the reason why I left is cause I hate it
Feels like I been through everything
Good, bad, ugly
And if you knew everything, would you still love me
Baby you could tell me
I'm calling up my parents on the phone
They can't help me
I haven't slept in days it's not healthy
Plus I'm tryna act fine, it's really not helping
Yea
Ok maybe I just need to get away
You can only see it leave you can never see it stay
I'm tryna make it count so either way, I'm good
I wish that everything would go back the way it should
It's like I gotta be perfect because it's normal
But if you're not perfect they will stone you