My gawd lyrics

[Verse 1]
My, my, praying for a sign that I might not even find no more
I'm trying to leave all that behind
But it won't escape my mind, oh Lord
Tell me why I can't focus on the future, just the past
Constantly occupied with things already happened
My doubting is massive, my wings made of plastic
I could be a package if I didn't hold this baggage, well
Seasons come and go and people do, too
Everything I thought I knew, guess I didn't know them
Jesus calmed the storm in Galilee
But there's a storm inside of me, and
I don't think these winds'll slow down

[Chorus: j. sula & Obed Padilla]
They say that God can deliver
Then deliver me a little peace of mind, damn
They say we all sinners
And these sinning thoughts I have are all crimes, damn
My God, I'm sorry
I wanna talk
My God, I'm hurting
God, I wanna talk
My God, I'm sorry
Please let me talk
My God, I'm hurting
I just wanna talk
[Verse 2: Obed Padilla]
Got a lot of things on my plate
Tryna get it on my own way
f*ck what you say
f*ck what you meant to me, yeah
Things ain't right for me, and
You ain't gon' ride for me, I
Know what I know, know what I know
You ain't right for me, and
You never tried for me, I'm
I'm losing hope, I'm losing hope