FRIENDS lyrics

[Verse 1]
Do I have somebody or am I all alone?
Used to have the world, now no one dials up the phone
I was on the summit of the mountain I had climbed
Now it's looking like this the hill I'll die on
I had so much faith, so I wonder where it's gone
I can't pray, so I'm writing You a song
All of my mistakes, by the grace of my God
They been thrown away, why's my vibe feeling off?

[Chorus]
I just gotta wonder
Ship is going under
Prone in the covers, I'm
Thinking 'bout the summer
I had to be cutthroat
Cut off to the utmost
I know if I let go
I know I'll be done for

[Verse 2]
God forgives, I don't forget
Found out, surprised that I slept
I'm the prodigal, I wonder what's nеxt
Jehovah watching me and I know that He wеpt
Good God, my soul like an anchor, no lie
My guys said, "Stop thinking 'bout it," I've tried
By this time, I just can't hide
Oh my my, I'll drown in my pride
[Chorus]
I just gotta wonder
Ship is going under
Prone in the covers, I'm
Thinking 'bout the summer
I had to be cutthroat
Cut off to the utmost
I know if I let go
I know I'll be done for

[Verse 3]
Read on your Bible and say your prayers, go to church
Man, I done tried everything but I still feel hurt
I'm King David in my grief, torn shirts
And I don't mean to offend, but can God still work?
Lost in the world, can You still find me?
My heart a safari, goodness
My mind sloppy, time rotting
I'm jotting my thoughts
While the ink blotting
I'm a carbon copy of the Psalmist
Sounding the alarms, never thought I was alarmist
I had the world, I wanted more
I'm sole to blame, I opened the door
I asked for knowledge, God gave me pain
I asked for light, I got the rain
I saw the flowers, now I cower
I was dominating, I'm devoured
[Verse 4: Not sure]
I ain't really feeling the energy in the room
Every time I come around you brush me off just like a broom
You treat me like trash, what am I to you, a broom?
I got dark circles around my eyes 'cause of you
I told you sh*t you shoulda took to the tomb
But told everyone and said "Are we still cool?"
Enough of that sh*t, I'm through with you
I'm leaving right now b*tch, keep my jewels
And thanks for turning my screws
'Cause you gave me inspiration to write these new age blues