[Hook]
All the pain in me
I wish that I could fly away
All the things I've seen
I need to try to get away
You can hate on me
But I'm never gonna change
You're to blame
Why you hate on me?
Jealousy's an ugly trend
Never wrong I see
Why you gotta be so fake?
Tearing at the seams
But yet, I'm the one to blame
One to blame
[Verse 1:]
All the people that did me wrong
They never stopped me from chasing my dreams
All the mean mugs I had to deal with, so much hatred and jealousy
Too much envy, it gets hard to take it
I'll never fake sh*t, that just ain't me
They wanna see me fall off and lose my placement
But I ain't stopping till I rest in peace, till I'm finally free
And they call me a freak cause I speak my mind
Always been a black sheep
Never judged but always deal with judgment
When I die they'll finally leave me be
I wanna live, but not like this
Honestly I'm tired of suffering
OCD and ADD got me so stressed I can barely breathe, always worrying
Man, I'm scared for my life, cause I just might take it
Suicide's on my mind as I sit here fadin'
But it's not gonna kill what my mind created
God forgive me, I've lost my patience
A selfish creature, I'm forever tainted
I relate with the pain and anguish
Blow my brain to fragments for your entertainment
f*ck the world and the prick who made it
Hypocritical f*cks
Grab a shotty like Kurt Cobain
Leave a blood stain or I'll just OD
Just remember the pain you've caused
Was the one thing that f*ckin murdered me
Tearing at the seams, chasin broken dreams, I wanna fly away
One foot in the grave and I'm prayin for better days!
[Hook]
All the pain in me
I wish that I could fly away
All the things I've seen
I need to try to get away
You can hate on me but
I'm never gonna change
You're to blame
Why you hate on me?
Jealousy's an ugly trend
Never wrong I see
Why you gotta be so fake?
Tearing at the seams
But yet I'm the one to blame
One to blame
[Verse 2]
Leave me alone, let me drown in my madness
So far gone and I've finally had had it
Sick of the world, so I burn it to ashes
I'm a cult leader like Charles Manson
Listen to me and drop some acid
I can make you see all the pain I manage
I can make you feel like you're from another planet
I imagine you all in a casket
I'm like a plane crashing, I'm blowing up
It's only a matter of time
I'm cocaine, uncut
They get pumped when I'm servin' these lines
Am I out my mind for being out for mine?
Most these cats would rather see me die than shine
I wanna fly away today find a better place
I can decay in the hate and raged I'm faced
And I feel like I'm so f*cked up
And I'm so far gone that I can't control it
And I break myself down to the point where I can't even breathe, it gets hard to focus
I don't think most people notice, this sorrow I've been holdin
I'm a dead corpse... Rigor Mortis
I'm a zombie on this earth that god will never forgive
So don't forget it, I've been a misfit, p*ssed off at my own existence
You fans are the reason I'm livin', I'm so thankful ya'll even listen!
I stand for any kid that got picked on, wanted to die
Or struggled with an addiction, let's go!
[Hook]
All the pain in me
I wish that I could fly away
All the things I've seen
I need to try to get away
You can hate on me but I'm never gonna change
You're to blame
Why you hate on me?
Jealousy's an ugly trend
Never wrong I see
Why you gotta be so fake?
Tearing at the seams
But yet I'm the blame, for the blame