Exoneration lyrics

[Verse 1]
The van was driven off the side of the road
It's in so many f*cking pieces
Now I know what responsibility means to me
I fell asleep, but there's a reason we're not dead yet
Life is more appealing to me
I can front the pain that's stricken me
And all that this is telling me is I'm weak

[Chorus]
I wasn't much to protect, but I guess I was given the chance
To make sure the most of all the time I have left
I spend in respect to the life that I strive to create
Take away pain with sedation
Always searching for distractions
All the thoughts are stuck in my head
And I can never accept exoneration

[Verse 2]
If this was some sort of sign
To change my ways of living life in the past
Then it's forgotten
God, he thought my life was worth it
Or maybe I was spared because of somebody else in the van
I was never the one to rest my faith
In the force of some source above that caused creation
And karma seemed too far-fetched to believe in
But I'm f*cking lucky to be breathing