Fictions lyrics

[Verse 1]
I heard God love his children, even Satan got His heart
So why everybody 'round me walk around inside the dark?
I heard life is like a beach 'til you learn that there was sharks
Roads is filled with traps to step in, was a setup from the start
You see, religion try to grab at me
Parents tried remanding me
Raised the middle finger to the whole school faculty
Friends was all casualties, f*ck 'em if they mad at me
World been getting colder, sh*t is f*cking with our sanity
Humanity was doomed from the start
I hope when I die the Heavens open up with the harps
I hate when I cry, the tremors they can shake up the heart
I spent many nights blinded tryin' to see through the dark

[Chorus]
I'm tryna hold the light trapped inside the rain, I was drowning in the pain
Got me thinking if in time do these people really change?
They don't
And I'm a walking contradiction
n*ggas lying to themselves and in the end, it's all fiction

[Verse 2]
Solace, he the solemnness
Smoke through the apocalypse
Addiction boost my confidence but killed getting accomplishments
Higher off the side effects, repressed emotions I forget
Burying my demons, but in time, they arms around my neck
Really got no time for friends, stuck inside the current trends
Relationships I f*cking dread, I try it out and drown in it (Drown in it)
Drown in it
n*ggas all counterfeit
Used to give my energy, but now I got no time for sh*t
Leaving my accomplices
n*gga love the quietness
Solace is a virtue, f*ck opinions, why you commenting?
A slave to the system, spending money, never profiting
'Cause f*ck it, while we here, you could be dead before you smile again
[Chorus]
Trapped inside the rain, I was drowning in the pain
Got me thinking if in time, do these people really change?
They don't
And I'm a walking contradiction
n*ggas lying to themselves and in the end, it's all fiction
Trapped inside the rain, I was drowning in the pain
Got me thinking if in time, do these people really change?
They won't
Well, I'm guessing we conditioned
To forget the ones we love for a world full of fiction