Choir of as*h*les / You Think It’ll Make You Happy But It Won’t lyrics

And I won’t stop until all of you are dead
And I won’t quit until everyone eats my sh*t
When I was young, that was the gun I held to my head
And nobody listened to a goddamned word that I said
I’ve been nursing this wound for 40 f*cking years
When some kid made me sad and I never got over it

A choir of as*h*les will always be singing
To tell you you’re nothing
Well, at least we built something
And if something means nothing, so be it. So be it

I’ve got a job, I’ve got a house, I’ve got a kid, I’ve got a spouse
And I still manage to take for granted the whole f*cking planet
And it sounds like pure static to me

And everyone that hears this, you can just f*cking bet:
Your life will be nothing but suffering and death
But I still get up and go to work
You just have to get over it

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And so...
Thoughts on my personal battle. Things I wanna be, things I wanna do
So first I want to stop suffering so much. I think I cause myself a lot of suffering. And, I think the way to do that, is to be present focused. To really work on emotional reactivity, and to be focused on the present, and really aware of my own emotions, my own feelings, my own boundaries, and to be compassionate with others but firm but in first force those boundaries
And I think that's really what I- the core of what I want to be it's the zen [?], the inner calm, inner strength, being compassionate but firm with my own boundaries and understanding that I can [?] space. I definitely want to be physically strong. And I want to be in really good shape, physically strong and capable of challenging myself. And I- I want challenge in my life
Um, I make a challenge, then present focus; are the keys to really being happy. So, the idea of being present focused, to enjoy life but I can challenge[?] challenge this[?] [?], solving complicated problems. I think that should lead to, lead to appreciating being[?]... physically strong, having a challenge, a personal challenge, a physical challenge, a [?] challenge; And structuring yourself around meeting this challenge, structuring your day to day-
That's [?]. And then I think, curiosity. [?] curious about the world, reading and learning, [?] to write [?] I need to be able to [?]
[?]What it's like to work here [?] in the way
And be curious about [?]
[?]
So the main key [?] for me are [?] compassionates, emotionally reactive and [?] presence. I think [?] physical challenge, I want physical challenge, physical challenge... curiosity [?]
And I think [?]
Understanding [?]
So, look- having things to look forward to and anticipate. Having things I know are [?] disconnection periods. And I think if I can nail those things