the way i see things (original) lyrics

[Verse 1]
I got a feelin' that I'm not gonna be here for next year
So let's laugh a little before I'm gone
I've been dreamin' up this sh*t for a while now
Got me high now
She don't love me, but she's singin' my songs (Oh, no)
I don't feel much pain
Got a knife in my back, and a bullet in my brain, I'm
Clinically insane
Walkin' home alone, I see faces in the rain
Where did all the time go?
Spend it gettin' high while I hide from the 5-0
Where did all the lines go?
Now, I'm so high, I be f*ckin' with my eyes closed
Shе don't f*ck with me no more, I'm on her mind though
Comе and f*ck me in the mornin' with the blinds closed
I could show you everything I learned
While you were away from me

[Chorus]
Runnin' away from me, but I'm not givin' up on you
It's just the way I be
It's just the way I see things
Take her away from me, but I'm not givin' up on you, no
It's just the way I be
It's just the way I see things
[Verse 2]
I been workin on my own
I'm man now, she a fan now
Ain't it funny how they wait till you grown
Now these muthaf*ckas all wanna fight now, put my lights out
Just because i put in work on my own
I can't feel my face
I will never fade
I will never lose faith
I never wanna change neverland never was a option anyway