I DON’T KNOW HOW ELSE TO SAY IT I DONT CARE IF YOU LISTEN lyrics

[Intro]
I don't know what to f*cking do
I don't know what to f*cking do (Everything is just falling apart)
I don't know what to f*cking do
I don't know (Everything is just falling apart)
I don't know what the f*ck to do
I don't know what the f*ck to do (Everything is just falling apart)
I don't know, I don't know
(Everything is just falling apart)

[Verse]
I do not care if you listen or not
I'm going to engrave my nails in your thoughts
Recently it's been hell and it's 2 o'clock
AM and I'm trying to gather my head
At least if you listen, just know that I'm dead
I left all my failures of art in the shed
The thought of you crying is making me wet
I wanna rip out every hair on these dreads
So f*ck you, and I will kill off who you came with
Y'all are not competition, you are branded
Ride the f*cking clout and then you ain't sh*t
I just want to die, I know you wouldn't give a sh*t
If I died, be serious
Don't act like you would give a sh*t
If I died, be serious
Don't act like you'd be curious
[Chorus]
How come the god you pray to want me dead?
How come the god you pray to want me dead?
How come the god you pray to want me dead?
I don't enjoy all of these nights on this bed
I created craters and holes in the shed
How come the god you pray to want me dead?
How come the god you pray to want me dead?
How come the god you pray to want me dead?