HYDRA lyrics

[Verse 1: SOULM4TE]
I said I'm tired like I say it every day
But I'm off these pills, so I got nothing else to say
Nobody love me, tell myself that every day
Like how could he love me when I'm acting up this way?
All I talk about is pain, all I dream about feels vague
How the f*ck can I complain as if I didn't get away?
Got me backed up in the corner and nobody hears me scream
But it echoes through my head, how could you cause me so much pain?

[Chorus: SOULM4TE & Eric North]
So, please, just f*cking let me go
Please, just f*cking let me go
Tied my wrists up to your bed
Then you left me there alone
Please, just f*cking let me go
Why won't he f*cking let me go?
I might as well just give up hope
No point left in saying no

[Verse 2: SOULM4TE]
My brain's as shattered as my phone screen
All my memories are haunting
I pull these splinters out alone
And the whole world just stands and taunts me
I wrestle a blade out of your hands and I hold it to my throat
Convinced I'd save another life if I can just take my own
[Verse 2: Eric North]
Ever since I have left, I have since felt you pressed on my neck
Not alone, not a home, not a source to feel
Wander out of my house because nothing's real
I burn my clothing and hold the seal
Sigil on my body, sold my soul for some affection
Memories shorter than the last I expected
Say that you care, I delete you from memories
Last I remember, I only had enemies

[Pre-Chorus: SOULM4TE & Eric North]
This is not in blood, this is not in love
This is not in draining passion
This is giving up, this is what I want
It's like my pain's in f*cking fashion

[Chorus: SOULM4TE & Eric North]
So, please, just f*cking let me go
Please, just f*cking let me go
Tied my wrists up to your bed
Then you left me there alone
Please, just f*cking let me go
Why won't he f*cking let me go?
I might as well just give up hope
No point left in saying no