Reality lyrics

Alight yall so dont judge me cause I'm finna dope dealer this sh*t......
Sometime I feel like nobodys never here
Wondering should I love or wondering should I fear
I got a dream like Dr.King and Kendrick
Kendrick Lamar man the best n*gga up in it
See I been homeless for some years no family would take us in
Bouncing through hella shelters wishing everything would end
Mama like Lord Jesus please just help us
But in reality he was the only one who helped us
I'm only 16 giving my pus*y up already maybe cause I got a f*cking deadbeat daddy
Some days I'm coming home with sh*t to eat
It's like everybody sitting on the bus but I ain't got a seat
I was a shampoo girl but my boss kept f*cking with me
So I quit but now I wish I stayed and let her kept f*cking with me
Cause it wasn't no income coming in
Dad you a pastor, But not taking care of yo kids it's a f*cking sin
Sometimes I want the fast money like a prostitute
But them diseases they don't come optional
I try to keep my secrets in like in a box or two
But I'm a leave f*cking for money to a prostitute
Not to disappoint anybody but I hate school
Them b*tches hate on me and thought that I was never cool
So I'm a keep cool cause I could get rude
But I'm a move on and try to keep my ass in school
See growing up as a teen nobody liked me
Cause I'm that pretty b*tch so everybody wanna fight me
I asked a n*gga like "can you get my hair done"
He said "when you let me f*ck I could get yo hair done"
And I said "close the book that's the end" never will I ask again A helpless ass n*gga for a quick money loan to lend
But them the struggles I even tried to hustle
Playing tough without the muscle selling 8 balls into doubles, but..
They say it's nothing like coming home
So I came home and thought about my reality
I said I thought about my reality
One mo' time I said I thought about my reality
And wrote this song , PS
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But them the struggles I even tried to hustle
Playing tough without the muscle selling 8 balls into doubles, but..
They say it's nothing like coming home
So I came home and thought about my reality
I said I thought about my reality
One mo' time I said I thought about my reality
And wrote this song , PS