The Worst lyrics

[Intro]
How can you lead a double life the way I do?
I'll put a knife in your throat
And go home to my wife who's a kindergaten teacher
For real, for real
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[Verse 1]
I been leading this double life and I can't make my struggle right
Trynna do this daddy sh*t, this husband sh*t, lord knows that I love my wife
But I'm a f*cking thug at night, f*ck b*tches, do drugs and fight
You wanna hurt me? I'll murder you, no conscience if it wasn't right
Almost like I'm bonkers, I'm unconscious with the nauseousness
Now I'm haunted with all the consequences, consequences
Back when I was hopping fences, living in the trenches
Write rage on a page, this is how I doc*ment it
I'd take anything that was handed out, pushed my way and standed out
Things change for the better for me, how come I just can't get out?
f*ck, I go and glare at Satan, worse when I can hear him hating
'Til I get a burst of perseverance and determination
Here I come, here I come, my paws are in this music, dawg
This is all I know, I'm afraid I'm gonna lose it all
f*ck it, I can't hear it, there ain't nothing you could say to me
I'm f*cked up in the head, this is just the only way for me

[Hook] (x2)
All my life I've been considered as the worst
Sleeping all day, getting my di*k licked
Hanging with the goodie goodies
Lounging in paradise, f*ck that sh*t
I wanna tote guns and shoot dice
[Verse 2]
My sh*t is so absurd to see, if you could you'd murder me
My history's a mystery, I'm vicious with this verbally
These birdie b*tches heard of me, afraid to say a word of me
The public keeps on stirring me up, filling my cup
What the f*ck you think is hurting me? Nothing, you can't graze me, you can't injure me
I'm everything you ain't, I am everything you pretend to be
My enemies ain't friendly, this Hennessy's gonna be the end of me
Again, if he's sent from Hell to eventually f*ck you up mentally
Well if you listen closely to the story that I'm telling
You could hear my message, I ain't sorry that I'm yelling
I hang around with gangster types, a majority are felons
So f*ck you, you get shanked with knives from warriors rebelling
I'm just another victim I guess, yeah, I'm a motherf*cking bad man
I just started getting an angry feeling I had in my heart back then
I been misunderstood in my hood so don't act like I actually haven't been
I put my life on the line when I'm writing these rhymes and I go and I grab that pen

[Hook] (x2)
All my life I've been considered as the worst
Sleeping all day, getting my di*k licked
Hanging with the goodie goodies
Lounging in paradise, f*ck that sh*t
I wanna tote guns and shoot dice