Here I come lyrics

Now I'm lost and I’m weary, so many tears
I'm suicidal, so don't stand near me
My every move is a calculated step
To bring me closer to embrace an early death
Now there’s nothin' left
There was no mercy on the streets
I couldn't rest, I'm barely standin'
About to go to pieces, screamin' peace
And though my soul was deleted, I couldn't see it
I had my mind full of demons tryin' to break free

They planted seeds and they hatched, sparkin’ the flame
Inside my brain like a match, such a dirty gamе
No memories, just a misery
Paintin’ a picturе of my enemies killin' me in my sleep
Will I survive ’til the morning to see the sun?
Please Lord, forgive me for my sins
And when I die, I'm fallin' to the floor
Beggin' for the Lord to let me in to Heaven’s door
Here I come
And when I die
Baptized in eternal fire, shed so many tears
I'm fallin' to the floor
Beggin' for the Lord to let me in to Heaven's door

And Lord knows I tried, been a witness to homicide
Seen drive-by's takin' lives, little kids die
Wonder why as I walk by
Broken-hearted as I glance at the chalk line, gettin' high
This ain't the life for me, I wanna change
But ain't no future bright for me, I'm stuck in the game
I'm trapped inside a maze
See this Tanqueray influenced me to gettin' crazy
Disillusioned lately, I've been really wantin' babies
So I could see a part of me that wasn't always shady
Don't trust my lady 'cause she's a product of this poison
I'm hearin' noises, think she's f*ckin' all my boys
Can't take no more, I'm fallin' to the floor
Beggin' for the Lord to let me in to Heaven's door
Here I come
And when I die
I'm fallin' to the floor
Beggin' for the Lord to let me in to Heaven's door
Shed so many tears
Please Lord, forgive me for my sins, 'cause here I come

And f*ck the world 'cause I'm cursed
I'm havin' visions of leavin' here in a hearse
God, can you feel me?
Take me away from all the pressure and all the pain
Show me some happiness again
I'm goin' blind, I spend my time in this cell, ain't livin' well
I know my destiny is Hell, where did I fail?
My life is in denial and when I die
Baptized in eternal fire, shed so many tears

Shed so many tears

Please Lord, forgive me for my sins, 'cause here I come