THRONE lyrics

Used to feel like I was on my own
Used to feel alone
Used to hide inside the shadows
Til' that sh*t became my home
Grew up different than these other people
Everyone can tell
Came from normal in my home
In my head was like a cell
I don't wanna be the person that I was
I don't wanna see the worst or what it does
But I just can't get ??enough??
I don't wanna wake up witchu someone else
Someone else takes of your ???
I'm too busy makin songs
Think I need my ??? some help
Think I need some time alone
That's the last thing that I need
I need love and realization
Standin' right in front of me
Waitin' till I hit the dirt
That's when I become the ??tea??
Days you die that everyone says they want me to be
I can't stand myself ?? nothing
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I can't stand the demon
Crawling right beside me and my bed
I can't stand to be the reason
Everything I love is dead
I can't stand up
Cause I'm sitting and i can't feel both my legs
I'll be fine
On My own
In this terrible place I own
But I promise
I'm coming back home
Please at the Lord
Got me to the throne