​is it gonna be me this time lyrics

Is it gonna be me this time
These days im scared to die
Work hard come home we fight
And i sit alone drinking too much in my room

I can't escape
Nothings ever gonna change heartache
My head is turning
Can you pick it up off the ground
Would you leave me baby
Its ok i won't make a sound
I drive myself crazy
I know you hate having me around