Verses I’m Proud Of Part 7 lyrics

[Verse]
I've been washed away with forgiveness
I've been washed by the eyes of a sinner
I've been hungry, I'm stayin' at dinner
Feel a way, less deservant [?]
I lost access of all my emotions when I realized you ain't who you said
[?] was on point like I almost completed my spread
I lost faith when I grew [?]
Lost all of my faith—
I see rain take the place of the sun, wonder when I get to f*ck up the summer
I dropped tears in my lap in my Hummer
Write 'em up, 'cause I'm still in therе hummin'
sh*t could be worse, I'm grateful I spеak on my mind and I bought this sh*t in
I sent the hunnid inside of the pen, I swallowed an M, they broke with repents
I brought in a gal to the sizable
I finished a play, it's never [?]
Too geeked up, I'm barely admirable