The Mind Bends to a Will of Its Own lyrics

[Verse 1]
They said it's all in my head
Like that's not the f*cking problem
Searching for a feeling
A semblance familiar
Floor to the ceiling
The wall of eyes leering
Fruition of anxieties, suicide analogies
All I want is an exit
All I am is a nervous wreck

[Verse 2]
Wrong inflection, disconnection
Feel the essence shift
Armageddon premonition
I think myself sick
Leave, me, leave me where you found me
Free, me, free me from the grey
Before I wind up dead
Drag me out of my head

[Verse 3]
I'm a perpetual deficit, made of missing pieces
Absence in my chest, screw loose in my head
Rorschach, fever dreams
In f*cking hell, but home it seems
Leave me where you found me
Leave me in the grey
[Bridge]
While the mind bends to a will of its own
(Own)
They said, it gets easier
But I'm starting to think they lied to me
Lie to me

[Outro]
Migraine like a freight train
Mind gone down the sinkhole
Nothing for me here
Might drive home, with my eyes closed