LOML My Soulmate lyrics

[Produced By Cam Cortez]

[Chorus: Aliyah Williams]

Love of my life My soulmate, you're my best friend
(you're my best friend)
A part of me says I need you, I tried to put my pride away
(I tried, I tried, I tried)

[Verse 1]

My love for you will never disappear, I'm not worried 'bout them
Hoes i swear
I showed you love and that feeling is real
I showed you love and I had thoughts of killing myself, I was damaged
Couldn't understand me, I went back to popping xannies
I know you make me happy, but these pills got me antsy
I'm coping with the fact that another n*gga make you happy
I'm coping with the fact that we was suppose to be a family
I was looking for some answers, But my actions showing "f*ck You!"
My mama always told me not to trust you, But I trust you and I love you
I'm thinking of all the sh*t i've done you
I know its f*ck me, but I could never say "f*ck you!''
I gotta let go and let another n*gga f*ck you
I gotta see you happy since I'm not the n*gga for you
If you would admit "I hate me"
If you was really for me, you would wait and take me
The way I am, I cheat, But I use rubbers on these freaks
When we split, I made a baby, But you was already cheating
You was pregnant for that clown, so in my eyes I call it even!
I wanna see you happy, I don't wanna see you grieving
I know you love me, but no one said loving me is easy
In and out of love, I take drugs for these demons
In and out of b*tches, when i finish they be tweaking
I love you for a reason, I want you to know I mean it
[Chorus: Aliyah Williams]

Love of my life My soulmate, you're my best friend
(you're mine, you're mine, You're mine-)
A part of me says I need you, I tried to put my pride away
(I tried, I tried, I tried)

[Verse 2]

f*ck all them hoes that i'm f*cking
f*ck all them n*ggas that you f*cking, that's still my pus*y
I don't wanna breathe and if you ain't here with me
I've been poppin' Percs cause yo ass done left me
I got a lot of hoes that mean a lot to me
You know it ain't nothing for them rock with me
I know I love 'em daily but I want you more, give you my all and you f*cked me over
Before you love me b*tch you gotta find yourself first
Don't know yourself so a n*gga can't help ya
I thought you loved me, but you didn't so thank ya
New Benz, new b*tch, new paper
Lied to my face that's what made a n*gga hate ya
When I got shot, you was with him, you was gang's sl*t
Should of have kept it real, but you didn't though
I'm blocked on all your social sites, But you gon' hear me though
I'm riding for you, But you know n*ggas tryna kill me though
Before you die, I'd shoot myself, l what you didn't know
You let another n*gga tell me you shouldn't be with me
You lost interest and that made a n*gga feel different
You lost interest and that made a n*gga act right
I bossed up, made 100 that was last night
But I'll never turn my back against you, I just pray I get a chance to kiss you
[Chorus: Aliyah Williams]

Love of my life My soulmate, you're my best friend
A part of me says I need you, I tried to put my pride away