Being me lyrics

(Chorus:)
I can not explain
What it feels like to being me
Inside my heart, all i feel like is it bleeds
All i know, is everything is what i need
Is what i want
But i can see this 4D drinks, yeah
All i know, is everything is what i need
You dont know, what it feels like beein' me
I wake up, everything is hunting me
I got bad thoughts 'for i even brush my teeth, yeah

(Verse 1:)
I dont know
Paranoia hunting me
On my own
Thats some way hard to be
I‘m too much
Nobody can handel me
I think too much
That’s probably why i never sleep
I hate myself
How could you be inlove with me
I dont know
What this life has done to me
When things get real
I much rather fall sleep
But im still myself in my dreams
(Chorus:)
I can not explain
What it feels like to beeing me
Inside my heart, all i feel like is it bleeds
All i know, is everything is what i need
Is what i want
But i can see this 4D drinks, yeah
All i know, is everything is what i need
You dont know, what it feels like beein' me
I wake up, everything is hunting me
I got bad thoughts 'for i even brush my teeth, yeah

(Verse 2:)
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