Cur$e lyrics

I've got a lot of things to think about before you go and read these cards to me
It’s a lover's letter
I can't forget her
I’ve got a lot of places I want to go before I go back to the place I live
It's a constant dreading
Of paranoia
I've got a lot of poems I want to write, a lot of life I'd love to give to you
It's an easy decade
If you want it

But I will save
What I've been holding tight
What has gone and passed over

I've got a lot of changes in my life I'd like to make before its gone from me
It’ll be a while to get it right
So I hope you keep me company
She counts the lines on my hands
I know its bullsh*t but at least I don’t feel lonely

I've got a lot of time I’d like to spend before they go and take it all from me
A life with my son
But I'm only human

But I will save
What I've been holding tight
What has gone and passed over
And all my words, won't live up to the bitter nothing
I can taste it