Brain Cell lyrics

My brain is a god awful place
Where I take these things the world gives me
And I change them into something they're not
It's a cage like studio apartment
With two windows to Babylon and perfect acoustics
And you can hear the distant sound of sirens
That everyone finds unsettling
But I find more discomfort in silence like
Nobody's coming
Nobody can save me from myself

I'm a convict in my own brain cell
And imprisonment of negative thought that I've brought upon myself with nothing to do but peel my skin from front to back and crack my f*cking skull in half
Just so that you could believe me that
Hell is under my hair

And I swear I'm gonna lose it
My life is all but lucid
I might be locked up for life if I don't find a sole solution
For the bane of my existence
I resist to solicit and sell myself for someone else
Tell you it's me
When it f*cking isn't

Cause I am the prisoner
And I am the prison