Bullet Train lyrics

I came to on a bullet train
Barely able to hold open my eyes
My head swam, vision came slowly
Then darkness gave way to light
The world went racing by
But where the f*ck was I?

From the windows seat the tree line moves slower
Than the foreground the further I get away
Sometimes I kid myself into believing
That when I leave that my life waits for me
That's not the way it is

I lost count and so I started scratching days into the walls
Till my hands bled
My hеart broke when the fеatures of your face faded away from memory

I won't forget you, if it's the last thing that I ever do
I won't forget you
I left a kiss upon your headstone
My last smoke, a flask on the off chance that you find your way back

Foreign bars and time zones
I found my way by candle light
I don't know my way home
If I found my way would you recognize me?
The years wore never kind
That's just the way it goes
I lost track and so I started scratching names into my arms till my hands bled
I lost hope when features of your face faded away from memory