My Meds Aren’t Working lyrics

[Verse 1]
My body still clings to life
Only my spirit has died inside
I pray for death every night
But I keep waking up alive

[Chorus]
I cut myself for infliction
And I still spit at my reflection
I hate everything I am
I have my friends to thank for that

[Verse 2]
So I keep taking my meds
And I do what my doctor says
I hate myself more everyday
I guess I'll always be this way

[Chorus]
I've learned that love is dead
And people just get f*cked instead
And all the while making friends
Just to f*ck them in the end

[Hook]
Everyone I touch infects me
Cancer in flesh there’s death all around
Everyone I touch, I infect them
Black and dead is my heart
[Bridge]
Alone, I pace and I tear at my skin and my hair
Burn myself for some relief
From a sick f*cking joke of a life
The punchline is when I die, and come back as me, for eternity
Just to f*ck up everything
And fail the ones that I love by being alive

[Hook]
I don't know who I am anymore
A parasite in human disguise?
Searching for a piece of sh*t
With all of you f*cking maggots and flies
Everyday I feel that I just can't do anything right
I'm sorry if you know my name
I'd probably f*ck up your life