I Want to Tell You So Much Right Now lyrics

I just wanted to get away
All my angels calling, they tellin' me I'll be safe
Just yesterday I seen your face
Your gleeful smile, I feel your warm embrace
I couldn't feel your pain, oh, but I knew you were hurt
I knew that you had problems, knew your family desert
You told me 'bout your boyfriend, knew that sh*t didn't work
One thing I didn't know was that your mind was on Kurt
Wish I could turn back time, tell you I was thinkin' alike
We were Olsens, all a sudden, now you needin a hearse
We were feelin' the same
I threw up all ovеr myself and I don't care about the stains
I try to pick and find thе pills, they all washin' away
I feel ashamed, sat all naked and deranged
Middle finger upward aim
f*ck you, I know you're watching on me
God, I know, I know, you probly think it's funny
My stummy ache for different reason
I could be internal bleeding
Sick thoughts come to mind like
'If I was livestreamin' then I'd probly make a f*ck tonne of money"
It ain't always sunny
Feel Adele, for the place I'm rollin' in deeper than gullies
You'll find me mouldy and sc*mmy, needin' a Mulder and Scully
Need to get hold of myself and show me some mercy like Duffy
This a loss for my bullies, can no longer push or shove me
If I'm successful in this mess then you best not Ouija or summon me
I'll Manson your ass if you ever try and touch me
Make your mansion Luigi's if you ever try and touch me
Make your mom stop breathing if you ever try and touch me
Boy, don't play with me, no Casper, I'm like Beelzebub
Deity of the flies, I'm stinkin' but still alive
I'm sinkin' into her thighs, she singin' me lullabies
Is there still time to still time?
Did enough pills make it down to kill time?