Testimony (Remix) lyrics

[Intro]
sh*t, I'm at your energy
Whatever your energy like, I'ma give you that same energy
Whatever you said bad about me
It's f*cked up, but it's the truth
It be your own n*ggas, man
It be your own people, bruh
It's alright

[Verse 1]
I learned to live with sh*t and put my feelings to the side to me
This ain't what I wanted, but I guess that's what it gotta be
I always kept it real with you so why the f*ck would you lie to me
All I wanted was my mama to tell me that she proud of me
Underrated, unappreaciated with no apology
Tryna get Trigga attention, praying she acknowledge me
I spent my Christmas in the hospital throwing up blood and sh*t
Walking round, by myself, nobody showed me love and sh*t
I wish K. Rose would understand that it ain't easy tryna be a man
Doing everything I can, but never holding out my hand
I don't wanna go back to poppin' Xans, I don't wanna go back to poppin' Percs
I don't wanna go back to sippin' syrup, I don't want him to take me off this Earth
I'm going through it as we speak, sometimes I never know my worth
My grandma looking at me, saying "son, you need to go to Church"
I done tried love so many times, don't wanna try no more
I done cried so many tears, can't even cry no more
[Hook]
Blood in my eyes, I'm goin' blood, oh
Sippin' Hytech, smoking on Hydro
I remember the day we became friends, baby
But I never thought I'd see the day it end, baby
Blood in my eyes, I'm goin' blood, oh
Sippin' Hytech, smoking on Hydro
I remember the day we became friends, baby
But I never thought I'd see the day it end, baby

[Verse 2]
I'm tryna make a way so I can't sleep
My pain is like the ocean, it run deep
I'm from a place of no love, it get greezy
I never said this lifee sh*t was gone get easy
I swear to God, man it's crazy how you treat me
You said all I do is lie, you can't believe me
When you left me in the blind, it hurt me deeply
f*ck that talking, you gone see me when you see me
Them pus*y n*ggas shot at me two times, it scared me
I really thought I was gone die, he spared me
People ain't really how they seem, it prepare me
I hopped off the porch to chase my dreams, now I'm ready
Me hyping sh*t, we like Ed Edd and Eddy
b*tch, you try to f*ck 'round with my team, it get deadly
[Hook]
Blood in my eyes, I'm goin' blood, oh
Sippin' Hytech, smoking on Hydro
I remember the day we became friends, baby
But I never thought I'd see the day it end, baby
Blood in my eyes, I'm goin' blood, oh
Sippin' Hytech, smoking on Hydro
I remember the day we became friends, baby
But I never thought I'd see the day it end, baby