Dreams of Medina lyrics

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Sometimes I wish that we can be together
Sometimes I wish that we can see each other
It's been a long time
I wish that we can greet each other
I put my pen down in between cold lines
These new times ain't nothing like old times
It's like everything I learned was fake as f*ck
I'm waking up, laying in this bed to make it up
And as crazy as that seems, I just got a call
My n*gga got killed over a flat screen - sh*t
They say life is what you make it
I just wanna plant a seed, watch it grow and see it make it
But n*ggas like me hardly make it
For a life you don't give, you sure do wanna take it
Got me askin' these questions, like "What the f*ck?"
He was only tryna run, you ain't have to shoot him up
It's been more less of having fun
Just days of being struck in this living black hell
Broke as a f*ck
Not enough roaches to make a blunt, sh*t out of luck
I put my heart up in this rap sh*t, but f*ck this rap sh*t
Something like retail, how the f*ck he sell?
He dressed like female
Spazzin' my account on Gmail
Tellin' me to listen to some sh*t you done freestyled
Oh, so you devils talkin' to me now?
Now watch all that talkin' come to a sea snail
I smoke a blunt to take the pain out
And if I wasn't high, probably try to blow my brains out