​​fading lyrics

[Intro]
Carti made it in a split
In a split, in a split, in a split

[Chorus]
Life's f*cking crazy I think I'm fading
Always in the background
That's where I'm staying
She gunned my f*cking heart down and replaced it
I have nothing left now, man I hate it

[Verse]
Even if you tried to, you couldn't save me
Always getting lied to, my life is wasting
I'm so f*cking tired, my dreams are dead to me
I'm not gonna make it, the reaper next to me
Watching over every move, so much sleep I lose
Every night I contemplate like what the f*ck to do
I don't wanna feel this way, I'm so stuck in place
All I ever knew was pain and f*cking rainy days
I can't get outside my brain, I'm smoking purple haze
Make the demons go away and all my thoughts erase
Don't know why the f*ck they hate, it makes no sense to me
I just wanna help myself, discover inner peace
To me I am the enemy, there's something wrong with me
The chemicals inside my brain are f*cking hurting me
The memories keep coming back, it's like they're haunting me
Lying to my f*cking face, just tell me honestly
You ain't got no loyalty, I hate this f*cking town
Wish that I could burn it down, all these snakes around
Living with no purpose now, I feel worthless
When I look her in the eyes I get nervous
[Chorus]
Life's f*cking crazy I think I'm fading
Always in the background
That's where I'm staying
She gunned my f*cking heart down and replaced it
I have nothing left now, man I hate it
Life's f*cking crazy I think I'm fading
Always in the background
That's where I'm staying
She gunned my f*cking heart down and replaced it
I have nothing left now, man I hate it