lonely life lyrics
by hamilton
Paranoid every night, I f*cking hate my life
By the time I close my eyes the sun is already high
I'm so f*cking tired now so I just stay in bed
What’s the point in getting up?
I'd rather die instead
My mind's eating me alive, I f*cking trive inside
Craving someone else tonight
I live a lonely life
Smokin’ dope and gettin' high
Headlights driving by
Raining floods the streets as I try to find a sign
Oh
Paranoid every night, I f*cking hate my life
By the time I close my eyеs the sun is already high
I'm so f*cking tired now so I just stay in bеd
What's the point in getting up?
I'd rather die instead
I hope that I disappear
I cannot find myself
My whole life is full of tears, wish I was someone else
The wind is cold, the skies are dark
I got a broken heart
We crash pretty f*cking hard
Wish I knew from the start
Your memories are dead to me, let them rest in peace
Everything you said to me haunts me in my dreams
Yeah
That's why I can never sleep
My brain won't let me be
Don't know what is wrong with me, it’s an emergency
Think my conscious killing me, I’m overthinking though
If I left this world tonight she would never know
Paranoid every night, I f*cking hate my life
By the time I close my eyes the sun is already high
I'm so f*cking tired now so I just stay in bed
What’s the point in getting up?
I'd rather die instead