Depression (unreleased) lyrics

Depression is sober boarded down windows and i can't see when the light shine cuz i'm so caught up with what i know they don't see the sh*t that i see they don't feel the things that i feel they be capping to they ig and they swear to god they so real don't give a f*ck bout how they paint me `as long as my sons know who i'm is another body another one kill i stay paranoid need some brain shields in dead prison lets bring some pills it don't make no better like why the f*ck should i go back to my hood yo conversation ain't good my pain be runnin down my face just like fluid at the club that night they touched me i blew it relocate to you i should foreign engine block payroll rock ima put that gt up before it throt took the risk and put the cartier rock double back the rims all of them socks band after band im the one that shot shoot 200 n*ggas bet 100 thousand leave that n*gga livin kill the ones round him back again once to see his ass falling (yeaaaaa) its a sceam out the dream it be callin my brother planin im all in i dont know who there and i ain't talkin we gon slalk him out there in the mornin with the dogs out we gon off him they gon bring me down till im done in jail