Killing My Insides lyrics

I hope my feelings start to matter i mean
Hope your emotions not the sh*t that i read
I hope my ways is not the reason you leave
I hope one day the truth not bad as it seems
You know i'm a gangsta ain't no changing that
Tryna hold on to everything that i know
The only thing that make me smile
And once i leave it ain't no coming back
I take my chance now you don't want me apart
I guess i leave all of that
Diamonds flashing that's the reason that you can't go baby
I ain't happy that's the reason why my heart froze baby
Ain't have no ratchet if i did i let that thang go baby
Cause you know it ain't no pus*y in my blood i get it on baby
North side whеre i resided
Thеse b*tches don't wanna face the fact they tryna hide me
These n*ggas broker then they track they tryna ride me
I thank that pus*y b*tch is hattin ride on side me

Killing my insides steady screamin out im sorry
If im not wanted im not worth it
If it be god or the devil i swear to follow witch one call me
Callin fo money f*ck that money ima die for everythang that i love
Pray through the crisis f*ck my life forever live like a thug
Gun in front of me when im recordin i might put two in my jug
Look f*ck that b*tch and f*ck that n*gga mane i know what it was
Been asked in the north where the mic at
In the back of the car everytime i be ridin
I can give you a smile with the knife in my hand
Every time that i said i never be lyin
I can cut off the neck of a cat in the back of the house
In the pool i feel like im dyin
I can paint him a image that n*gga be trippin
He really was having some sh*t i though mine
We can be together with no pain
When we not together mane i feel like im numb
I can put in my words to put the jewelry in the grave
That sh*t that you left in the trunk
[?] what the f*ck did he say they think that im dumb
Im ready to die and you know how i come
You get hit with that fire if you play with red rum