Built for this (unreleased) lyrics

Ladies in gentlemen aye its me the slimiest most grimiest
Im talm bout most realest n*gga you can ever meet lil top n*gga
Wanna lambo as my casket when im put 6 feet
No addicts for real lamborghini when they burry me
Let all them hoes who said they love me come and look and see
sh*t was so ugly but im bless and i can barely see

Yall should not care but on my sons god i want em bad
I show them other n*ggas they wasn't ready it ain't make me glad
Im sippin brown i ain't even no dranker this sh*t make me mad
I asked lil ben if you had seen him why you ain't bust his ass
I want my child she dont want to send em im to grown for this
Was chasin money this sh*t came i ain't wanted this
And all this fame and these lies make me done with this
They know this me the ones i love dont guess i dont exist
I come as a siner (lord) im takin me to your scriptures
This sh*t might give me life up in the cage god
But im holdin on i swear that i won't give up
Im built for it (ummm) oh im built for it
Only way i live we die to live god im built for it
On my lil boys on everythang im built for it
On every n*gga i kilt god forgive me im built for it
Ones that i know who talk to him said he want squash the beef
No f*ck the peace and f*ck that b*tch you gotta die
Say extra prayers for doing your partner when i got to sleep
But you a lil boy i got other n*ggas who want smoke with me
But matter fact who the f*ck is you oh b*tch ass n*gga
Im from the slums the same as you and i got big racks n*gga
Shoot out with you ain't go to jail im with that n*gga
I know you heard me goin to war you dont wanna be that n*gga
On my mama i got time on top they life just like a timer
She had told me zip that n*gga in a week and less i got em
This n*gga felt he had to slide i sent them slimes to zip his partner
Didn't like the picture of his mama pus*y b*tch you dont want no problems
Ummm i need help still thinkin bout her and i dont want no one else
I could be with her every thang she did i felt never again
We couldn't talk ain't nothin left (talk ain't nothin left)
Lord to be i just wanna tell ya i come as a siner
(ohhh,ahhhh) and i ain't even go keep rapping doe
Im happy so im good