Right Now (Live at CBGB) lyrics

I'm feeling mean today
Not lost, not thrown away
Just irritated and quite hated
Self control breaks down

Why's everything so tame?
I like my life insane
I'm barricading and debating
Who I'm gonna kick around

Right now, can't find a way to get across the hate when I see you
Right now, I feel it scratch inside, I wanna slash and beat you
Right now, I rip apart the things inside that excite you
Right now, I can't control myself, I f*cking hate you

I'm feeling cold today
Not hurt, just f*cked away
I'm devastated and frustrated
God I feel so bound

So when I feel the need
I think it's time to bleed
I'm gonna cut myself
A watch the blood
Hit the ground
Right now, can't find a way to get across the hate when I see you
Right now, I feel it scratch inside, I wanna slash and beat you
Right now, I rip apart the things inside that excite you
Right now, I can't control myself, I f*cking hate you

You open your mouth again
I swear I'm gonna break it
You open your mouth again
My God I cannot take it

Shut up, shut up, shut up, I'll f*ck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up, I'll f*ck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up, I'll f*ck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up, I'll f*ck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up, I'll f*ck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up, I'll f*ck you up

Right now, can't find a way to get across the hate when I see you
Right now, I feel it scratch inside, I wanna slash and beat you
Right now, I rip apart the things inside that excite you
Right now, I can't control myself, I f*cking hate you

I f*cking hate you, I f*cking hate you
I f*cking hate you, I f*cking hate you!
I f*cking hate you
(Shut up)
I f*cking hate you
(Shut up)
I f*cking hate you
(Shut up, shut up)