Hooked lyrics

[VERSE 1]
I'm so hooked
On these f*cking dreams
I cannot put an end to this
So who tha f*ck
Has made my head work like this
I cannot wait to be tha muthaf*cka
Diggin' his way out the grave
Put it on my f*ckin' name
I'll always feel the f*ckin' same
Way that I used to feel
Way that I used to kill time
On this f*ckin' earth
Let them bridges burn
Let them b*tches burn
Lay 'em in tha dirt
Hit' em where it hurts
Always doing work
Wit tha same b*tch
We can't make it work

[VERSE 2]
Eyelids permanently closed
When I drop hits
Claim they saw tha order of the hints
When I stop this
Even on tha day that I am dead
Imma start sh*t
Clearly you dont see or understand
The way I do this
Who am I
Just a number in these statistics
How do I
Choose a better life 'cuz my future is fadin'
Suicide
Is it just another predictable ending
When I die
Don't go lookin for people to blame 'em