The Price I Pay lyrics

What the hell is happening all the time I can't talk
I've been spending too much time on others what about myself?
I just want to go away, get away, run away with me
I don't really need a thing I'm ok I'm just living

Paranoid that's the price I pay when I'm with you
Why do I keep going through things I've already been through?
Make a choice, wrong one oh sh*t now what do I do?
Turn away from me, don't look back, don't come home

It's so hard spending so much time on my own
Even when I'm indoors you know I feel cold
Even when you pick up and we talk on the phone
I think I can go to sleep, now I'm back where I was

Waking up get out of bed just to live the same day
Making sh*t up in my head just to ignore the pain
What the f*ck is all this? I don't know what to say
I think I'm unconscious, there's no thoughts in my brain

G-G-Get me out
Need to break that [...] down
Stop trying to freak me out
For once we could talk sh*t out

Make time for me on a friday night
I'm trying to be on a private flight
I'm trying to make sure you get right
What the hell is happening all the time I can't talk
I've been spending too much time on others what about myself?
I just want to go away, get away, run away with me
I don't really need a thing I'm ok I'm just living

Paranoid that's the price I pay when I'm with you
Why do I keep going through things I've already been through?
Make a choice, wrong one oh sh*t now what do I do?
Turn away from me, don't look back, don't come home

Make time for me on a friday night
I'm trying to be on a private flight
I'm trying to make sure you get right