I'm a Hostage
No
Help Me
I'm a hostage in my own head
I beat the sh*t, out of myself every night thinking about every fight I start, every pointless argument
What did I do?
Who can I trust?
I can't free myself from this sh*t
For every time I wouldn't shut my mouth, til it made you leave
Man I wish I could stop feelin' like this, with everything in me
I used to say that you were bathing in sin, well I'm drowning in it
I'm useless, I've got no luck
Too gone, I'm so f*cked
Let me rest til my thoughts cease
No more goals I can't achieve
No more promises I can't keep
I don't wanna breathe, I don't wanna see
Just let me sleep