This Life I Have lyrics

[Intro]
I hate my life, I hate my friends
I hate the way The Notebook ends
I hate my job, I hate my car
I hate the cute girls at the bar
I hate my band, I hate my songs
I hate the kids that sing along
But worst of all
You made me hate the things I love

[Verse 1]
Now I love these drugs that numb the pain
I love the way your knuckles taste
I love the noises in my head
That tell me, "Nick, you should be dead"
But hey, this life that I've got's real
I'm reminded every day
That I will never, ever, ever, ever
Ever, ever, ever be happy

[Verse 2]
That's how it goes
I'm just having a bad night, maybe
Yeah, maybe this could be alright
So much to live for I could die
I think that this could be the start of a new life