[Intro]
I'm lone star rida, I ride alone
If he test me, I f*ck off the maricon
[Verse 1]
Let me tell you stories a story of my life
Let me tell you why I cry every night
This sh*t all started since the day I was born
My father didn't like me I was born in the storm
My father told me that I wasn't his kid
Then why do many people say I look like him
Ever since then, it was going down hill
Father doing sh*t that will get him killed (look)
Mother father fightin over something f*cking stupid
Trying to escape it all through the sounds of my music
Looking at the sky, prying for a f*cking sign
Rest in peace to my cousin the E.L.I
So many errors in my motherf*cking life
It's hard to fuking see when you can't find the light
And I just thank god for the life that i'm givin
Another day another dollar another day that i'm livin
[SPM Sample/Hook]
Mom said I could reach the sky if I try
Then why does she cry when i'm high trynna fly (3x)
My soul is a lost one
I'm sleep wakin' with a mutha shotgun
I gotta pop one
[Verse 2]
Never felt safe in this motherf*cking place
Mother working hard to put food in out plate
And I appreciate the things that she's givin us
So much pain, man I fell like its killing us
But I stay on my feet and I keep on grindin
Don't worry mom and you please stop cryin
Ill take care of you like you took care of me
But I don't know If i can pay you back what you done for me
I stay on my toes and I stand so high
I'm hoping I can make it before I die
I aim for the sky and I aim for the stars
I stay so high trynna heal these scars (but)
They just stay cause scars don't heal
I just pray cause I need a meal
I dont play cause I need a mill
It's hard to f*cking make it when your this f*cking real but
[SPM Sample/Hook]
Mom said I could reach the sky if I try
Then why does she cry when i'm high trynna fly (3x)
My soul is a lost one
I'm sleep wakin' with a mutha shotgun
I gotta pop one
[Verse 3]
I'm feelin so down as I drown in my sorrow
Trynna get it all but its just so hard yo
So f*cking hard to get rid of this
Many people here be talking f*cking sh*t
Many people hate us when we get this cash
My pen is the gun and I let it blast
Feeling so sad as I wear these cloths
Feeling so sad cause they all have holes
Trynna reach my goals but its just not simple
I'ma pop off like a motherf*cking pistol
People over here thinkin it's so easy
People blowing up but they just so cheesy
I'ma keep grindin till I reach the destination
Graduated school with no education
Livin in a house full of starvation
I'm livin In a world full of discrimination but
[SPM Sample/Hook]
Mom said I could reach the sky if I try
Then why does she cry when i'm high trynna fly (3x)
My soul is a lost one
I'm sleep wakin' with a mutha shotgun
I gotta pop one
Mom said I could reach the sky if I try
Then why does she cry when i'm high trynna fly (3x)
My soul is a lost one
I'm sleep wakin' with a mutha shotgun
I gotta pop one